(6:24 P.M. – 6:52 P.M. US Central Time) Well after yesterday’s performance you would think that I would be absolutely done with Cris. I am. At least I thought I was, but Cris asked me if I wanted to go out. We talked in front of the washeteria after I finished my clothes. I wanted…
(7:30 P.M. – 7:44 P.M. US Central Time) *breathes big sigh of relief* I knew that I should have listened to my intuition about Cris! He just wasn’t right for me. First off he was a Gemini and I am a Cancer. I mean how obvious is that?! Well, we broke up last night and…
(7:52 P.M. – 7:56 P.M. US Central Time) I must also say that I am soooo glad that I did not sleep with Cris. That would have made the current situation a million times worse. Ok, maybe not a million, but it would have hurt more I suppose. Ok, I am going to go make…
(8:51 P.M. – 9:13 P.M. US Central Time) Ok, so I am back here writing again. I just feel the need to confess and get things off my chest. I told Prestina about Jay wanting to sleep with me. Jay is the guy that Prestina was being sweet talked by. He is trying to convice…
(2:04 P.M. – 2:38 P.M. US Central Time) Yet another entry I must begin with a deep sigh. Part of it is because I am tired. I just got back from SW Houston and part of it is from Cris. Cris and I are just too different. I am an emotion based person while he…
(2:46 P.M. – 2:53 P.M. US Central Time) Ok, I had a couple of other things that I wanted to mention. I permed my hair last week after not perming it for over a year. It looks nice, but the ends look sort of dead. I will have to get them clipped. I won sneak…
7:43 P.M. – 8:0X P.M. US Central Time) Oh my God! Ok, so I ended up going out with Cris last Saturday (October 4, 2003). It was *sigh* fun. *lol* Here’s what happened. Cris called me aroud five thirty Saturday afternoon. He asked me did I like football and what was I doing. I told…
(5:04 P.M. – 5:22 P.M. US Central Time) Gosh! I had hoped to come to the library and have some kind of peace and to finish rewriting my sex story for Cris, but you know what? That can’t happen! Do you know why? Prestina and Cris decided to tag along. Cris won’t stop pestering me…
(2:46 P.M. – 3:25 P.M. US Central Time) Well, I finally did it. I went on my first official date with Cris. We had our date last Thursay ( September 25, 2003). It was so romantic too! We were to go out at 7:30 PM, but he was still running around. He got to my…
(3:25 P.M. – 3:40 P.M. US Central Time) Well, I feel conflicted about Cris. I know that he is one of those guys that need space and don’t want to hear the words “I love you” too soon, but I feel as though I have waited forever to tell him. I have been waiting for…