OK, I’ve Had Juuust About Enough
(10:57 A.M. – 11:09 A.M. US Central Time)
I have damn near had it with Todd! I know that he is autistic and all, but there is no damn excuse for his behavior. Whenever he gets mad, he attacks me.
I remember when Mom went to go get those groceries and he slammed the sliding door on my leg. I still have the bruise and it still hurts!
Last night when he was upset about something, he threw a battery, a VCR, a box fan, and a shoe at me. I was like “What the fuck?!?”
When he gets like that, I can’t even begin to stop the cursing, nor do I want to. Mom always gets mad that I call him a “fucking retard”, but I just say that to get to Mom, since, it is her son, and he is throwing stuff at me and hitting me. I know that it may not be PC, but those PC punks can kiss my ass. None of them have to live with Todd. They don’t know what it is like for me to have to live with him. To always have to keep people from jumping on him because he hit them out of anger, even though they weren’t the one to cause it, or what it is like when he goes outside running and jumping and screaming like a freaking psycho, or what it is like to have him throw heavy shit your way because he’s mad. It’s more than fustrating living with him. I have already told Mom many times that I am not willing to take care of Todd when she no longer is able to. I am simply willing not take a destructive force like that into my home. I won’t have him punching holes in my walls.
I have damn near had enough of this. I will be so glad when I move out and never have to see my family again. I hope this thing in San Marcos comes through. I really need to leave.
~`~ Danielle