Random Thoughts, As Usual

I rented two Alan movies today. I spent the day between my lush movies and the internet. I think the internet is making me too reclusive. I don’t see my friends when I’m off from work. I hardly call ANY of them and when I do return their phone calls it’s days or even a week or so later. I spend most of my time working or sleeping because I’m tired and the last thing that I want to hear about is their damn problems! I know that sounds rude, but I have to hear about everyone’s “problems” all fucking day!!! “Excuse me miss, the air conditioner’s not on.” “Excuse me miss, the screen is not working in number 15.” “Excuse me miss, the butter machine is not working.” Miss, miss, miss, miss, MISS!! They expect me to be chipper when they’re fucking pissed and angry. Like I don’t ever get pissed or angry. And they expect all this while I try to fill 20 freaking orders at once! I’m not a freaking machine here! And it really burns my panties when I get those stick-up-the-ass-condescending rich people. I can’t stand when they literally throw their money at me and then expect five star hotel service from me. I don’t think so dearie!!!

I have to go in tomorrow and I am looking forward to it in a way. I still love what I do A LOT and I don’t want to quit at the moment, so I’ll just try and do my best.

My fish Spike is doing well. I thik that he is still adjusting to his new home. He’s quite cute for a killer. Very pretty indeed. Strangely enough I spent the better portion that I’ve looked at him today thinking about frying him up or letting him slosh around in my mouth for a bit. Maybe I still want that fish sandwich that I’ve been craving lately. I have GOT to get me a fish sandwich and soon! Before poor little Spike becomes a fish stick.

I love Alan in his movies today. The Anniversary Party was excellent!! I adored the love scene in the beginning and I was dying to see more. I was definitely wishing to be skinny and in JJL’s place. Gosh I love that man! He’s got the most wonderful eyelashes. I have evied those eyelashes since I first laid eyes on them. They are just so long! I swear they extend out a whole FOOT !!! from his face!! I’m still not convinced that they’re real. I think they’re fakes, but who knows. I guess Alan would. Most women would kill for a pair of eyes and eyelashes like his and here he is all blessed and stuff! What am I to do what myself? He’s especially hot/adorable when he’s kissing someone. Me and the girls think that he’s a great kisser. Based on what we’ve seen I’m pretty sure that we’re right. Also one of the girls said that his penis is seven inches maybe plus a half inches when erect!! She could tell by his wrists, ankles, forearms and various other body parts that she did not mention. She is a RN so she would know how big a guy is. But I saw him naked in a movie and he wasn’t that big, but then he wasn’t “excited” so I don’t know for sure.

Damn, my mom just got home and she’s being such a bitch!! as always. Can’t she find something else to do besides be a bitch to me all the time? I’m sure she has some friends or something. Goodness! Can’t I just be left to obsess in peace??

Anyway, back to my obsession. I couldn’t help but think today why it is that I like him exactly. Sure he’s talented, but what if he isn’t talentd at all and I’m just crazy? Like I haven’t asked that question before.

*sigh*

Maybe I am crazy. Hmmmm…

I need to do something with my site. I’m working on the family album now and I’m having a banner made for the Clix site. I hope that it comes out well.

*chews bottom lip*

My site is going through a crappy phase right now and I never have the time to fix it up properly and I don’t exactly have the know how either. I really need to get going with learning HTML. Hmmm…

***** had to go to the store for twenty minutes, but back now *****

God I’m hungry. Maybe I should drink something. Yet another thing to ponder.

I’m going to get off now and I might be back later. I want to take a look at the Clix site.

~*~*~*~*~ Danielle ~*~*~*~*~