Not So Bad

Work was not so bad today as it was yesterday. My feet were still killing me, but I worked out a system so I am not so cranky.

I am usually waaaaay too outgoing and nice towards ALL the customers and I know this spreading it too thin approach was only making me hate being at the counter. So for the first half of my shift (before break) I was/will be nice and quiet. I will only speak to customers who speak to me first and/or are at my counter. I will attempt to smile at those who I don’t talk to. For my second half I will be the usual happy-to-help Danielle, but toned down a little. This worked pretty well today. Hopefully after I try it out more it will fit in better with the ebb and flow of my many moods. Cancers are quite moody as are all Water Signs, by the way. It is this or start taking e or coke before work.

Sonya was kind of bitchy today and I felt like walking out on her with a ‘Fuck You’ being the only thing said. I came really close about three or fours times. Bitch.

I saw that guy who likes me today. They had him in the back at satallite downstairs. I was going to say hi but my manager came out of freaking no where. I don’t know how she does that. She always comes up behind me when I’m on register as well.

As usual I made a lot of money, but my drawer was short by $51.25. I couldn’t fucking believe it! I wanted to cry right there. I wanted to know who had stolen my money. I wouldn’t be “off” by 50 fucking dollars. I got wrote up which I knew that I would. I asked Sonya for a copy and she said yes but never went to make a copy for me. Bitch.

I was so tired when I got off and everything ached and hurt like hell. I could barely move. But that’s what happens when you stand on your feet all day.

I also went to check on something today and I was so sad by what I found. I am not where I want to be. I don’t know how to fix this. I don’t think that I can make myself anymore interesting, but who knows.

We are talking about how Paul Rueben aka Pee Wee Herman is or is not a pervert on the board right now. I say that he is and a girl that knows him personally says that he isn’t. He is. Chlid porn is still child porn even if the ‘child’ is almost legal (16 or 17). So yucky and poo poo on you.

I am planning a road trip to Galveston and I have got the days that I need to turn in my notice of absence. I have to turn in one two weeks before the event and then one week for the event. Miranda aka Head Manager was also bitchy as usual. Does this woman take Bitch pills before she comes to work or something?? I’m sure that she does because she is not very nice.

Danielle