FUCK!!!!! Yes, this is going to be an entry where Danielle rants.

[imood mood at time of entry: pissed off]

I have never been so pissed all week. I’m here at my aunt’s now, and I was working on a very promising fic, when my mom called and told me to go to a website for my aunt. Since this is my aunt’s house and it is her computer AND she is desperately searching for a house/a place to build a house, I did as I was told.

All was going fine at the website. I was reading off the prices of lots and their locations to my aunt when the computer screen began to be bombarded by numerous pop ups that were ALL blank. Not one of them had information on them. They slowed the computer down and made it impossible for me to do anything.

When I tried to close a window, one or more windows opened in its place. I saw the futility of the exercise, and began to prepare to shut the computer down completely. I needed to save the story I had been working on and the list that I was saving for my aunt.

No such fucking luck. The goddamn pop ups closed out the other windows, including my fic, which hadn’t had one word of it saved.

I am just so fucking pissed at this moment that I don’t know what to do. I want to start again, but I don’t fucking want to have to.

The one bright spot in my week, managing to get the scholarship application turned in on time, was ruined by the fact that I just found the degree plan I was supposed to include in the packet in my backpack. It’s bad enough that I didn’t have the exact two references they requested, but I now am short one degree plan on top of that. I am so not fucking getting that scholarship it makes me want to start trashing things.

I just wish that I could go home where I could be alone to scream and shout and curse freely. I wouldn’t have to worry about tempering my tongue. Of course, I wouldn’t have a gorgeous Internet connection either, but I would take the opportunity to swear uninhibited over the Internet at this point. I know, there is someone out there who can’t believe that I just wrote that, but it’s so fucking true!

*deep sighs*

I must say that I am quite close to hating hate my life at this very moment. Bah! With my luck, this entry will be erased before I save it. If not, bully for me.

Danielle