Lift

[imood mood at time of entry: happy]

I think that I may have figured out the big change that was set to come. This week, I noticed a significant drop in the fear I felt when thinking about ghosts or being home alone. I spent a night sleeping without my usual comfort lights on one this week because I was too tired to plug anything in. I forgot about the television though. I am certain that my mom turned it off as I slept.

I also noticed that the angels calendar I pinned up in my computer/dining room seemed to cleanse out that area, and possibly the whole house. It, and the kitchen, was always a terrible place to spend time for me. People liked to stand behind me and look at what I was doing. I don’t just mean my living family either.

I have set out on a mission to secure a second job, as I need the money. I need spending and saving money. I’ll never be able to buy anything large or truly be able to pay on the bills any other way. Goddess help me!

The Xandros I had hoped to use on my computer was a no go. It even screwed up my computer for a little while. That, or the ghosts were having fun. I definitely blame the Xandros. My modem is a Windows only version that I purchsed at the end of last year. I don’t know why I didn’t listen to my intuition when it told me to buy a multi-OS modem that was in fact, a dollar cheaper.! My intuition is always right! For years it has been! I am too stubborn for my own good.

Now, I need to email or call Compaq aka HP for some configuration disk that enables my computer to use a Unix operating system. I will catch the hang of this Linux thing. Especially when I can call people like Eric and bug him. I owe you coffee, and I am using you for your computer skills!! (I thought I’d mention that in this journal as well, since you swing by here too. =D )

The library is closing soon, so I really must edit and add any last mentions.

I get paid tomorrow (not very much, as I did not work much), and I plan to see Pigs and Battleships at MFAH. The film looks like it might be a good.

I finally got around to watching Igby Goes Down this week when I rented it from Blockbuster. I was looking for a nice chic flick, but nothing was of interest to me. I did find 200 American at Blockbuster. I was shocked and pleasantly surprised to see such a movie at Blockbuster. I will have to rent it. I told one of my Evil Slytherin Wifes, Lucy, about it though. The others either would not like it (Elanor), or could not rent it on their own (Kayem).

I don’t know what it is, but I feel so happy and satisfied. It’s like something which that had been draining me of energy and the will to live is gone now. I think I owe a thank you to the angels and/or other beings who cleared out my house and head. It’s wonderful, and different.

I wanted to apply for Texas Ranch House, but I don’t think that I will. I really want to though. There is an open audition this Saturday (March 12, 2005). Hrmm. . .

I watched yet another feature on ‘bloggers’ again this week. The media’s fascination with online journals/diaires/blogs is so quaint.

I hope that everyone is well.

Danielle