Well, Maybe Not So Bad After All

Well maybe I didn’t go overboard with the whole loving thing. Cris called over here and asked if I was here. He also thanked me for the rose. I didn’t know how he would take it. Now that I know that sort of thing is OK I wil do it more often.

I just finished watching Baby Boy, of all movies. I refused to watch it when it came out as I am not the biggest fan off “ghetto” movies. I chose another movie at the time. The movie turned out to be much better than I thought it would be even if I can’t fully relate to the lifestyle that the people in the movie live. I did understand the whole love issue and trying to find a place where the two of you can just exist and enjoy each other. I want that. I know that I say that I have been disfunct too long, but one day I hope to have that too. Maybe a lot of prayers, time, and practice will make my perfect.

I am sitting in here listening to yet another singing group practice between Dame’on and Prestina. Gah. *lol*

Dame’on told me that he doesn’t like Cris. This isn’t anything new to me. Cris is not exactly um thrilled by Dame’on either. I am wondering if there is going to come a day when they finally have it out. Hopefully they will continue to just be nice since their girlfriends are girlfriends. . . . You know what I mean.

I’m listening to Lauren Hill singing away and feeling quite content. Comfortable. At peace. I get that way after an excellent movie. It changes me slightly. Gives me a new vision on some things. I hope it sticks. But knowing my life I will have drama again soon enough. I don’t mind though because I will look forward to the next calm.

Danielle