Digusted
(4:08 P.M. – 4:15 P.M. US Central Time)
[imood mood at time of entry: digusted]
I had just finished typing up two extremely personal entries to post online in my online journals, but the horrible computers here at the library detroyed the disk and everything on it. I’m pissed and agitated. I spent the better part of 45 minutes typing those up, now I have to get a new disk (I had been using that same disk for months.) and type them all over. The disk also held every story that I have written and typed up thus far. Luckily, most of them have backups, and I can simply use those. I figured the library computers would wipe my disk, since, they have done so before. God, I hate setbacks. I was all excited to get them posted, and then I got nothing. The library closes in well over an hour. I could retype them up, but I am too digusted to do so now. I would just leave and go home, but I have to wait for my mom to pick me up. I feel like throwing up right now or stabbing myself or something. *sighs*
Danielle
Thanks for your support. The drugs in Canada are outrageously cheaper. When I lived there I had my kidney infection and got all the pills I needed for $20 cash. Canada’s health care system doesn’t cover the drugs so they have to be cheap pretty much. Plus the government caps how much profit people can get from that shit.
I have this disc that has stuff on it that I can’t get off of it now. The disc is dead but I keep it thinking one day it’ll be ok. My ex destroyed a disc of mine that had years of stories on it and my computer went to hell and I lost them all. I could hae killed him that day.
Now I have a flash drive. It fits on my key chain. They cost like $40 for the smaller sized ones. They hold about 80 floppy discs worth of data and it plugs into a USB port on your computer. Maybe you should look into one of those.
I like my diary here but I’m worried about what kind of changes he’s going to put in and how much I’m going to have to pay to have the same stuff I have now. You know? Cost and benefits could be a major factor in me staying here or not in the future.