School Is The Sucky Brakes

[imood mood at time of entry: blah]

I will be quite happy when I can get out of here. It’s partly torture because this room is so hot, partly because I’m sleepy and want to rub my eyes, but can’t since I chose to wear dark makeup today, and partly because I have to suffer the mildrewy smell of my shoes since I guess they didn’t dry all the way through. I’ll have to rewash them and get some foot/shoe powder. Damn!

I would have to disagree with Brandon and say that there is a such thing as too pervy. I mean, I have never been into the whole extreme bondage thing. With the Unspoken story it was a horrified fascination. I could quite stomach it and I couldn’t entirely turn away. Now it’s become this “thing” and I don’t know what to say about being turned on by the incest thing. In real life it’s yucky and not right. At least not for me, but I guess because they’re Elves and it’s two guys that it’s sexy in it’s own sort of way. It’s a big turn on for some reason. It all started with Haldir’s two brothers in this story called Deception (I would link here but I can’t get to that site at school. It’s a porn [written] site.) and then it appeared in the Unspoken story with Elrohir loving his father Elrond in a way that children shouldn’t love their parents.

School was interesting at best today. Lots of lovely stares and comments as usual with the seasoning of looks. Wonderful. It’s a wonder I haven’t flipped out yet. I am sort of scared to see what lies ahead because I don’t think that I will be able to make it through the rest of this semester.

*chuckles* The crazy thing about it is that a few weeks ago, twice in the same day I heard two different people say that they were “Going to blow this bitch up.” talking about the school of course. Gee, I thought I’d be the one with those issues.

I think that I will do OK on the big WW II assignment, but it’s so much work that it’s daunting. I will try to focus and take it one piece at a time and go with that.

I still need to read the book and watch the second movie. After that it’s the papers.

I got a 100 on my Speech assignment, naturally. The paper and the notebook packet were separate grades, which I didn’t realize until I got my work back. I want to post my paper here so that I can keep it. I will that I could just scan it instead of having to type it. Hrmmm.

I am going to read for the last few minutes of the period and then go home to scrub my shoes. Fun! Fun! Happy! Happy! JOY! JOY! *halfheartedly claps*

I am getting sick and tired of listening to the ghetto guys making fun of the teacher. He’s from the Middle East and they are doing “the voice” throat thing. Guh. The teacher of course is fed up with it and his contacted adminstration. Good for him.

Danielle