Crush Obesessions and Hard Work

I just got back from the Alan board. I finally put in writing that my love “marriage” to my other celeb crush is over. I can’t believe it either! I liked him for a WHOLE YEAR!!!! And he just got old like them all. I still love him and all, but now I have a new tart to taste and obesess over. Well at least this new crush is more willing to take it off! in the words of the awesome Donnas. hehehe

I went to work today and all those damn Matrix peple were there. It was fast and slow at different times. I also made a VERY BIG mistake today. I made a full 30 HOTDOGS and they ALL WENT TO WASTE!!!! along with 11 others. So that makes 41 HOTDOGS THROWN AWAY!!!! That’s a sad shame seeing as how some people are starving in the world and I helped to waste money that way. I have been feeling so ashamed since I found out. I didn’t come forward and tell everyone that I was the one who cooked 30 hotdogs. All the teenage workers blamed my head manager and I, like the filthy snake in the dirt that I am, kept quiet and let her take the fall. At one or two times I just said “Uh huh” when they were talking about my head manager being the only one to blame because she made all those hotdogs. But she knows who made all those hotdogs and I can not live with this shame anymore. Not telling the truth eats at me. I will go in tomorrow and apologize to Head Manager because I feel so bad about what I have done.

There were also a waste of more that 20 pretezels. That I NOTHING !!! to do with, but it still made me feel bad all the same.

I hate the way we throw all that delish popcorn away at the end of the night when people pay outrageous prices for it all day. It’s just ridiculous the amount of waste there is in the food industry. I don’t know if I can take it!!

I don’t know what I should do. Maybe I will buy all the left over food from time to time and give it out to strangers. I don’t know. *big deep sigh*

God…!!!!

I just don’t know.

Danielle ~_~