I’m Okay, Netscape is O-K

[imood mood at time of entry: pissed]

So the problem with the Netscape connection was a minor one. I was more than slightly pissed when I called their helpline. I also had to call back a second time to figure out why my screen name was not going through. I am most grateful that I got the help that I needed though.

Netscape gives you like three different names! I only need the one! You have one for logging onto the Internet, one as your actual email address, and there might be one more. . . I find this to be a bit unnecessary. It is not as though I will start using Netscape for email purposes. Everything is set up with my current main email address. Pending some unforseen difficulty, I do not plan to change emails either. I will have had this particular email address for two years this July.

I do happen to like the Netscape Web Accelerator though. Nifty bit.

As for the reason for the cursing/kicking rampage earlier, I had it out about LiveJournal. I spent an entire hour writing a long thought-out entry about the goings on in my life that I had yet to write about anywhere. It included numerous links, a personality test’s results, and general emotions that needed to be out! But I had some preset post which was set for the future, and it deleted my post! I spent a freaking hour on that thing!

God, I hate the Internet sometimes. I am much too upset to babble on, but it is either this, or break my moniter in a regretable fit. I really want to do it too, but then what will I use for a monitor if I do break it? I can’t expect myself to have nice things that belong solely to me if I go about breaking everything everytime that I am angry.

I want to go out for a bit, but being around people now is a bad idea. I might just walk to the store or Church’s to get something to eat. I want icecream, and perhaps bread pudding with caramel on top. Ugh.

I have got to restart my old activities. Spending time with other people has truly made me see the extent to which I have isolated myself from the rest of the world. I can only bear to interact through a filtered medium, in which I have the power to simply make annoying people/situations/etc. go away at my command. But if I cannot stand people, why should I make myself be friendly when I have no desire to do so?

I think I am meeting the wrong people outside of work. I adore most of the people I work with, but I don’t actually spend time with my friends anymore. I did talk to Eynar about half an hour ago. He called me while I was on the phone with AOL Support trying to cancel my account so that I would owe them nothing. Of course the support person resigned me up with a free month when I told her they were too expensive, and that I switched over to Netscape. So now I have two fully functioning free ISPs on my computer, and one of which shall be used, if I have any say about it. I don’t see the point in keeping the AOL.

Gosh, I am craving something to succor the temper and desire. I need to find a sweet soon, or I am not certain what rash decision I am likely to make.

Danielle