Bad Things To Come?

Miranda is going to call today. I expect only the worst from her call. Maybe I can avoid the whole nasty thing by being out all day or sleeping most of the day and then wondering around Houston.

I could not get on the internet at all yesterday as I slept until 3:30 P.M. and when I woke up a major thunderstorm was kicking into gear. I decided to watch Romy and Michelle. The storm moved right over my house. It knocked out everyone’s power.

I just could not take not having power so I took Brandon to the movies. We saw Dumb and Dumberer and Hollywood Homicide. They were both pretty good. D and D was dumb funny, of course. HH was really good and had the greastest music as the background music!! Very nice touch.

I must say that it is strange to have people read your journal and them email me with comments. I guess because I still don’t think about actual people reading my words though it is more than evident. I must be *interesting* to still not think about people reading about my take on my life.

My writer friend wrote to me on my last entry in which I mentioned him. I would not say that I do not trust what he tells me. It is more of an oddness attached to the whole thing. I said that he couldn’t tell me his real name and he emailed to correct me saying that he wouldn’t. I am just thinking oh-kay!! Gee, I don’t know if that was worth pointing out, but whatever is important to you! Though it did have a rub it in your face tone to it. Hurmph.

I am still trying to get used to having no eyebrows, as I have a way of refering to my new brows. I usually have thick,long eyebrows and to see them so thin and short freaks me out. It is just such a dramatic change too soon.

I also have this other internet friend that I am talking to all the time now. We chat about Alan and ourselves. We talk about all the sexual fantasies that we have about Alan and what we might do to/with him in real life. She knocked me on my ass surprised me when she told me that she was 13. I just thought wow what sexuality!! I had to wonder if I was like that at thirteen. I probably was. I have always had a sexual sense of myself and I have always been fascinated by the male body and the female as well, but male more so. Makes me think really. I thought about not talking to her anymore, but then I thought why should I stop talking to her because she is younger than me. She has a right to feel any way that she wants. Who am I to say that she should not see herself as a sexual being? Men tell women that enough without having your own telling you the same thing. So rock on girl!! I must mention this to her.

I don’t know if I am going to post the latest acquired naughty story just yet. I may do so later on today or not at all. I will decide that later.

My eyes have that tired itchy thing going on now. They are hurting quite a bit right now. I need some eyedrops.

Anyway, I need to stop here as I do tend to babble on and on and my friend is waiting on me to take my Away Message off so we can talk.

-Danielle