OK, So What Next?
Well, I will tool around for a bit. Read my email, try and go back and read Cris’ comment, read Magic’s comment and get the hell out of here. I won’t even go home. I am headed straight for Prestina’s house. I’ve got all my crying out (I think.) so I can head over there and hang out with her. I might not get to do that very often for much longer. She might go over to her aunt’s after school from now on.
Hold on, I have to switch computers.
Ok so, I want to hang out with her before it’s too late. I have a habit of trying to do things after it’s already too late.
After I got off the phone with Cris I went in Krogers and cried some more in the bathrrom. Then I grabbed a Twix, fought with the automated checkout, tossed that sucker in my bag and got the hell out of there. I saw myself in that mirror (in the bathroom) and I looked terrible. My eyes were all red and my hair was a mess. I look pathetic when I cry. I can’t believe that I did this to myself.
*sigh*
Well, today was supposed to be my first day of school, but that didn’t exactly pan out correctly. My mom hadn’t woke me up, so I get to start tomorrow. I want to succeed at something in life besides being a Grade A failure. Geesh!
Well, I am going to go attempt to read The Comment and then Magic’s and then I’m out of here. Just think, I came here to return some books, but I got much more than that. Hooray for me!
Danielle