Finally!

Finally!!! Fucking AOL wouldn’t work and when it did it would not let me stay on. Yesterday AOL let me stay on for 9 hours straight! Most of which were spent talking to Jade and try to bring Dorothy back to the group.

I talked to Jade again today and she did a striptease for Alan. lol That’s my crazy twin for ya’!

God, now that I am here I can think of nothing to say when all that time that I was fighting to get on I was dying for a purge.

Well, I do want to mention that yet again Crispin has popped up. Right now as a sit here in the dark typing this, Crispin’s movie Cowgirls Get The Blues Too (or something along those line) is on. Can we say confirmation of destiny? lol

Mom is up again tonight. It is the same as last night. We ended up at the hospital at 3 something until 12 P.M. She can’t breath again tonight. She missed work yesterday and will most likely not go today either. She was saying how she needs to go to work, but just couldn’t make it.

Turns out that care at hospitals are free. Or something like it. Apparently we have insurance which I forgot all about. We didn’t even have to pay for parking since Mom had Grandma’s handicap pass hanging from the rear view mirror. The attendant just waved us on when Mom started to dig for the ticket though she was just faking it since she didn’t have any money. The attendant wavd her on the time that she took Todd, so she thought she’s try that again.

I’m sitting here talking to Matt who is on Anna’s screen name and he is so cool. I want to find myself a boyfriend like him some day when I am ready for all of that relationship crap. <-- See not ready! heh heh They are just so sweet together.

I like the new List style for my journal, but I hate how it puts the messed up and deleted entries on the list. It drives me crazy!! I just want to start clawing at the screen like a maniac. But I couldn’t even if I did allow myself to do something so idiotic because I have no finger nails. I just bit them within the last week. I really need to stop though.

~@~ Danielle ~@~