Damn! I Got Some Money !!!!

(12:47 A.M. – 1:10 A.M. US Central Time) I am feeling irrationally agitated right now. I don’t even know what it is. I just feel so messed up and frustrated and something that is beyond me in words. I am sitting here listening to Crispin’s Getting Out Of Bed. He is asking where is his…

(7:30 P.M. – 7:44 P.M. US Central Time) *breathes big sigh of relief* I knew that I should have listened to my intuition about Cris! He just wasn’t right for me. First off he was a Gemini and I am a Cancer. I mean how obvious is that?! Well, we broke up last night and…

(9:33 P.M. – 10:00 P.M. US Central Time) I found out exactly how broke we are earlier today. It turns out that my mom has not paid the rent in three months and we might get evicted. We tried to go pawn some stuff earlier, but now pawn shops require a receipt to pawn anything….

(5:09 P.M. – 5:30 P.M. US Central Time/Friday/Downtown library) [imood mood at time of entry: ok] It is as though I am stretched between being wholly content, and being increasingly nagged by worry at the uncertainity of college and job status. A couple of things have changed, and quite a few things have happened since…

(1:33 P.M. – 1:49 P.M. US Central Time/Friday/library outside of Downtown) [imood mood at time of entry: happy] Even if I ran shrieking through the streets stark naked, I don’t believe that I could appear madder than some of the spectacles that I have been privy to. Sometimes, I have found that the displays of…

(2:17 P.M. – 2:46 P.M. US Central Time/Thursday/4th period- Computer Application) [imood mood at time of entry: peaceful] School was not so bad today. Not that bad at all. It was quite pleasant in fact despite the crimson wave thing. I think that getting it has made me a lot calmer and relaxed. I think…