Wella Hella Now

[imood mood at time of entry: groovy]

Sometimes I really have to wonder where I come up with these titles. Hmmm. . .

Anyway, drama ruled last night (Monday, December 15, 2003) too. I didn’t make out with Cris because I was at Prestina’s house hanging out and I just didn’t want to. Brandon, my brother came along and made it a family event. That was until all the fussing and cussing took place.

Allow me to fill you in.

Jay (James) is this guy that Prestina met on the chatline at the beginning of the year. He kind of took up a crush on me and started playing me and Prestina off of one another. He couldn’t have me because I was solely dedicated to dating Cris. Thank Heavens for that! I am sooo glad that I had a legitimate excuse not to date this sad sham of a man. He’s just so gross and needy and manipulative. I have had enough of manipulative men! God! He’s freaking 24 and acts like he’s still in high school. I bet he wishes that he was because he loves the high school girls i.e. me and Prestina. hehe Freak!

So, he came out of nowhere yesterday and calls me up to talk to his girlfriend, Olivia. I missed his call earlier and intended on calling him back later on when I got home. Well, Prestina loving mess and being mad the way she does, had me call him back from her house and stirred things up.

Their (Jay and Olivia) relationship was crumbling because she’s a jealous psycho bitch who can’t freaking get a clue. Well, Olivia and Prestina aren’t exactly what I would call booty buddies. They dislike each other strongly to say the least. This is all because of Olivia and Jay’s stanky attitudes they pulled when Prestina called to say hello out of the blue one Saturday while she was bored and at her aunt’s house.

There was this big falling out a couple of months ago and neither Prestina or I had been calling Jay. Thank goodness he’d stop calling me.

Well, long story short, he’s this pig guy who asked me out last night, the very same night that he and his girlfriend broke up, and asked me to have his children. I informed him of the break up with Cris a month back and he goes glee on me thinking I would actually get together with him. As if! Only in a fucked up wonder world would that ever happen.

All he wants is sex, so why would I go to a person I have never seen in my life for sex. If I want sex I could call Cris up anytime. Of course he says that he wants me and that I should forget about talking to anyone else. He just bum rushes me and says that we have something going on now. Of course this is an Oh-hell-no! moment. I cut him flat because he simply will not listen to the polite blow off. He did call me this morning trying again though.

I was trying to tell him that yesterday Sebastian kind of came up to me and asked if he could call me. Sebastian is another guy that I met sort of through my brother Brandon. He and I had class together while I was still attending Booker T. I could tell then that he sort of liked me and I sort of liked him too, but I hated the school and he was living in an immature world. Yu-Gi-Oh and Gameboy to be exact.

He just happened to be on the bus I was riding home and I asked him why he doesn’t talk to Brandon anymore. He said that he saw Brandon at Booker T. in the morning time. I gave him the house number and told him to call Brandon there. I had to resist the urge to be bold and tell him to call me there. When he slid over next to me I was thinking “OoOoOoOoO”. His eyes were roaming too so I knew that he and I were thinking the same thing. Gahhhhhhhhhh!!! *lol* He bucked up and said that he would talk to Brandon for a few minutes and then asked me what if he wanted to talk to me. I started grinning and told him that he could call me too. I haven’t wiped that grin off of my face yet. hehe I’ve have been waiting over a year to hear him say those words! *laughs*

So that’s where it is now in the love life arena.

I did talk to Cris last night on the phone and politely declined his offer to be his girlfriend again with the excuse that we should work on our friendship at this point. I told him about Lytewyng’s threesome and how I have always wanted to have one too. It’s like one of my biggest fantasies ever. He said that he had a friend and that we could all have a go if I said yes. I told him no. I did ask who his friend was though. He wouldn’t tell me. He just said that I didn’t know him and that the friend didn’t know me. I mean WTF? is that??? He wants me to sleep with someone I don’t even know!!!! I won’t even sleep with the people I do know, so what the heck is he expecting from me?!

If he knew who I really wanted to have a threesome with he would freak. Now if he told me it was certain friend of his that I won’t mention, then it would have been on. But just with the friend and maybe the friend’s girlfriend. You know, threeeesome. . .

Cris was taking his bath for the night and was making all these sighs and grunting noises and I was going sort of wild trying to contain myself. Of course he kept throwing in sexual-esqe comments. There’s just something about hearing someone else being ahem made feel good that just drives me crazy. Squee!

Seeing as how I’ve gone on enough and that I need to get home pretty soon I am going to end it here.

Have a good night chickadees.

Danielle