Chapter Four

Ok, so I finished Chapter Four of my story and Jade says it’s pretty good which I take as a big, big compliment. So that is good. I am thinking about posting it here. Maybe the whole story. But it is posted on fanfic and I have a link to it in my Menu. Hmmmm. . .

I have yet to let my writer friend read the third and fourth chapter (which was finished earlier today) yet. I am not sure that he wants to read my work all the time. I will ask him what he thinks. He said that I should email him any questions, but I got the distinct feeling that he did not want to read any of my stories. I hate the feeling of a burden that I provide.

I swear I think even Jade is getting tired of me. She is going to want to write in and say that I am not, but I know that sometimes I am. That is why I am disabling comments in this entry and I will go and make that so for the one above it.

God! After my Mom came in here last night and got me off the computer I had the greatest thing to write in my head, but I could not get up and get back on the computer though. I was thinking about my suicide and feeling like peeling all my skin off. I can’t quite remember what it all was, but I know that I should have written it down! It would have made a great poem! You know, of my Freshman Year Era. That was some good stuff! Dark and depressing, but spiced with hope for myself, the future, and my love. It was not bad. At least me and my friends thought so. I had all thses different friends that hung out with different groups. I miss friends. lol I have neglected them so much. I have a list of numbers to call, but I don’t want to call any of them.

I sent in my poetry to those online collection sites. Never won and money, but got published so that is cool.

I am talking to Jade while I write this and she has siced Alan on me and I am trying to beat him down. lol

I need to get couple more dollars together for Robin’s videos. I ordered videos from Dianne before but she is so high.

This entry is taking forever!! I am talking to Jade and she is trying to kill me and I am shooting ather. lol

I will just come back later and write.

~ Danielle ~