Mission: Clean Kitchen
(7:36 A.M. – 7:42 A.M. US Central Time)
Mom has told me that I have to clean the floor in the kitchen. I have to make sure everything looks nice because Uncle Emmit has bought us a new refridgerator to replace our old one. I do not want it, but won’t potest too much because my mom does. That and I am trying to teach myself to curb my pride a bit more. I must learn to let things go and let others help me instead of being a wonder woman. This will be hard as this has been the only way that I have survived thus far. This is how all black women survive. But they do know how to ask for help. Am I failing in this way? It practically kills me to ask for help. I am in a terrible way before I allow myself to ask anyone for anything. I hate to do this as I know that if I need someting I should just speak up. But of course being me, I don’t. Never have, maybe one day I will. Must go clean the kitchen now as I do not know what time the delivery men are coming exactly.