Disgusted With Work
(6:15 P.M. – 6:29 P.M. US Central Time)
All I have to do is think about work and I feel sick. Ugh! For the most part customers love me and the the people I work with hate me. It’s hard going there day after day working long hours on my feet beside people who say mean and nasty things to me as they go by. I always say “Shut up” or Fuck you” in return. You know so they won’t know that they’ve hurt me.
I find myself wanting to ball up and cry when I’m there. I try to be nice and I just get what I always get in return, nasty comments and crazy looks. What is up with that?? Aren’t people supposed to be nice to those that are nice to them? I know I am. I’m even nice to the ones who are not so nice to me!!!
I don’t see how people can be so malicious. I simply will not believe that EVERY single person in the world is bad news. And for my faith in humanity I am rewarded with lies, the unpleasantness of angry remarks, to my face and behind my back when I walk away, all because I choose to be nice to everyone.
Why this is I will never understand. But I do know what I am going to do about it though. I will do what all wronged people do about something, write a book about it. Then I can have my say about everything and I am denied nothing.
~Danielle