Chatting with Lytewyng

[Reader’s Note: I am talking on Prestina’s name to Ltyewyng (http://ltyewyng.deardiary.net) Today’s (November 15) was too full so I decided to post this a day early.]

MissTinaL2u: are you available to talk now? i wanted to see if you were OK since I haven’t spoken to you in a while

princelytewyng: Yeah, I’m here.

princelytewyng: How is the Danielle?

princelytewyng: 😀

MissTinaL2u: hahahah

MissTinaL2u: fine

MissTinaL2u: nothing to complain about

MissTinaL2u: how are you?

princelytewyng: Moderately decent, I suppose.

MissTinaL2u: oh i see

MissTinaL2u: how has your day been? mine’s been OK. relaxed really.

princelytewyng: I went to Hell-Mart, then the grocery store, came home and went back to bed. Now I’m watching the WVU game.

MissTinaL2u: oh i see. is that wallmart as bad as you say it is?

MissTinaL2u: i love wallmart

MissTinaL2u: prestina (loves it) too

MissTinaL2u: lol

princelytewyng: In West Virginia? Yes, it is as bad as I say it is.

MissTinaL2u: oh i see. it’s not bad here.

MissTinaL2u: granted, we don’t have the people you have told your readers about (in your diary)

MissTinaL2u: trailer trash?

princelytewyng: Oh yes.

MissTinaL2u: hahaha that’s funny.

MissTinaL2u: it’s mean to laugh at others, but. . .

princelytewyng: I just hate most people in general.

MissTinaL2u: oh i see

MissTinaL2u: i am the same way

MissTinaL2u: i am trying to change this about myself, but it’s so hard

MissTinaL2u: people tend to suck most of the time

princelytewyng: I don’t want to change it, I’m perfectly hating the majority of humanity.

princelytewyng: perfectly (happy) enjoying*

MissTinaL2u: oh i see

MissTinaL2u: i am that way too for the most part, but i’ve notice that it hinders my ability to have respect for others

princelytewyng: You can solve that by not giving respect to anyone until they deserve it.

MissTinaL2u: i know that’s pretty much the way i do things

MissTinaL2u: but i mean it keeps me from getting to know most people to like them

MissTinaL2u: i just don’t like to be around a lot of people at one time

MissTinaL2u: it makes me self concious because of the way groups of people have talked about me terribly in the past

princelytewyng: Join the club, I feel exactly the same way.

MissTinaL2u: yea i know

MissTinaL2u: people tend to dog me out because the size of my breasts and the size of my body

princelytewyng: I’ve gotten to the point though to where I’ve realized that if someone doesn’t like me when they meet me, they’re usually not worth trying to win over anyway.

MissTinaL2u: i never knew to be self concious and hate the way i looked until i went to elementary school and it went down from there

MissTinaL2u: that is so true

MissTinaL2u: but i don’t even give people the opportunity to get a word in edgewise

MissTinaL2u: i usually will just blow off/write off everyone before they even open their months

MissTinaL2u: mouths*

princelytewyng: I’m starting a new entry now.

MissTinaL2u: cool oh i see

MissTinaL2u: you want some time

princelytewyng: No, it’s okay.

MissTinaL2u: oh ok

princelytewyng: I can talk and write at the same time.

MissTinaL2u: i wrote twice today already

MissTinaL2u: cool cool

MissTinaL2u: i hate how everyone instantly took cris’ side on “the entry”

princelytewyng: I didn’t take his side…

MissTinaL2u: oh i see

princelytewyng: I don’t take sides, though.

MissTinaL2u: i mean, he did good things for me but that how i felt at the time

MissTinaL2u: oh i see

MissTinaL2u: well everyone I talked to about it took his side

princelytewyng: It’s your diary, you can write whatever you want in it.

MissTinaL2u: i know

MissTinaL2u: and it’s not like i was going to censor myself just because he was reading it

princelytewyng: So the hell with everyone else.

MissTinaL2u: yea!

MissTinaL2u: but i’ve had people get mad over the things i write there

princelytewyng: Fuck ’em!

MissTinaL2u: *sigh*

MissTinaL2u: that’s why i don’t share the things i write there with people in my offline life

MissTinaL2u: they wouldn’t understand

MissTinaL2u: but i found this quote that perfectly describes the whole journal writing thing